we make love like a pair of black wizards

thanks to joyce for telling me about of montreal!
they are truly amazingly random. :) i love it. :)

anyways, i havent blogged in a bit.
i havent exactly been busy but you know... more like lazy.
so, whats up readers?
you realize how my blog went from really formal - the BTT days, sigh - to really informal - now? Depressed sigh. Yeah... *insert eye roll*. Why can't we go back in time? honestly, i miss gr 7, gr 8, etc. the good ole times that feel like just yesterday. and nothing seems to be going right lately, and i seem to be in this phase of... not depression. just kind of, confusion? procrastination, but moreso than before. like, im not studying, im not worried about my tests - which is a bad sign. i just dont seem like myself lately.

yeah... i guess thats it.
maybe i need a reminder of who i am?
oh gosh no. i get enough of that in careers.
and im in this in between stage for environmentalist. like, i dont know whether i should be like opposing all things environmental or just being a normal person. it seems like nobody has any passion these days, or people are passionate about unimportant things. like, yes, music is amazing. music is a good passion. but dont you think its a bit vague? like, some of the music is just for the sake of listening. theres no real emotion or passion in a lot of the music nowadays. you know what i need? a good listening of the beatles. that will cheer me up. :)

or, i was at my brothers hockey game the other night and i started thinking about the bad effects of hockey. kind of unnaturally though. it seems like i cant enjoy anything anymore. -_- yeah.. more of a journal than a blog, but whatever.

OH! speaking of hockey, guess who has a new favourite? yeah... oh mon dieu! he's amazing. i havent really seen what he looks like, b/c of the helmet and all, but there was this guy that was standing around before the game with a jersey and i had never seen him before. maybe it was him? if it was, then he's UBER HOT. yeah... ;)

anyways, movies tomorrow - hopefully. sejin and joe STILL havent gotten back to me. stupid maybes. how last minute are you guys?! sigh. and emma is bringing a friend. but whateves.

xo,
antiprincess.

ps: i guess im being melodramatic, oui?
BTW, i made reach team. again. woo. :D 6 years straight. :D